A decision that breaks my heart. Cripples me. A decision that excites me. Ignites my passion and determination. A decision that will change the course of my life.
Moving to Italy is the best decision i have ever made. I have built my life here. I fell in love with life here. But i have to go. I have made the decision that in 5 months i will be returning to Australia to study my dream degree: a double degree of law and international studies.
I don’t know if this is the best decision for the cause of my life. I don’t know if i will regret it.
I will be leaving my boyfriend, Italian family, friends and my travel lifestyle. I’m trading this for a life of study and a chance to build what i perceive to be, a successful future.
I know that i will continue to travel. I know that i can do an Erasmus with my degree. Most importantly, i know that everything happens for a reason.
I trust this process called life. Moving forward, closing doors and opening new ones is all apart of the process. I feel pain, anger, passion, love and excitement.
Time can only tell whether this decision is for better or worse.